whoa. found out i haven reallie been in touch wit alot of e things happenin lately. cum on, i'm relaxin! waahaa.. 'was crazy last wk..freakin busy & i'v 4gotten alot of stuff!! gd grieve, i'm seriously sufferin frm s-t-m. mux spend more time concentratin on other things.. ..maths tuition!! urgh. dun rmind me. i haven settled tt..yet. ><
geezes. got news tt dan brown's book -Da Vinci Code- gonna b made in2 a movie, releasin nxt yr. starrin tom hanks as robert langdon. tt controversial crap bk???! i din get 2 finish readin it, but was kinda sick half-way through. e suspense is intriguing, but e fiction...disgusts mi. distorted facts..lies..exaggerations.. i hate tt bk. made mi change my opinion on christianity. *disbelief* contradicts wad i'v heard frm pastors' preachings. O.o
anw, observation: pple change fast. real fast.
things have changed 4 e past 3 yrs. i tink back & laugh at myself 4 being innocent + naive - how close we were back den, how we used 2 tok on e fone 4 hours w/o a care in e world.. now, i cant even seem 2 relate back. isnt it aft all, a change of skool & environment? how big an influence cld it b? sumhow, pple change every single dy. it's jux tt we dun realise it tt often. we'r oblivious 2 wass influencin us & how pple c us. now, i feel e need 2 b conscious of my words b4 em 2 avoid myself frm lookin stupid. i din need tt in e past. perhaps it's reallie e pple ard us tt mould us in2 hu we r. or mayb, it's jux time. either way, things've changed.
read 1 of taima's entries [long ago] it suddenly made more sense. yea, friendships nv last & frenes cum n go. lyk it or not, time is still a factor. but i guess i'm still thankful 4 e pple tt have once been in my life. even 4 those hu caused much trouble & turmoil. w/o em, life would b incomplete & i would nv get a chance 2 experience darkness. lyk e quote - "it is bcos we've experienced sadness tt we get 2 noe wass happiness." [or sth liddat]
aww..i'm missin skool..! miss my frenes..especially my ma + bro + lover, rykiel!! haha..class peeps too! kinda lyk e dys where we had free periods endlessly & crappin ard wit frenes..aww! sad.. uhh well. i've got loads on my to-do-list.. =.- musnt day-dream.. meanwhile, i'm enjoyin life! ^^
[we all lead such busy, busy lives. but sometimes we just don't realize the impact we leave on the shores of life. footprints -- intangible, mysterious, but ultimately precious]
