"forever".
forever is jux a word ever so surreal. i stil recollect some of e pri skool memories; e 'dont frene yous', e poems n stuff we oways say. eg, FRANCE - friendship remains and nv can end. pri skool friendships were less complicated. alot less n so much more innocent. y cant things remain tis way as we grow up?
even e earth doesnt exist alone - wit all e 8 other planets. plus, e sun! humans cant exist on their own either. i'm shocked; how little friendships actually mean 2 pple. u dun jux spend yrs laughing, crying, n doin all e stupid stuff u do wit ur frenes, onli 2 act lyk u dunno em n happily shake ur butt off aft 4gettin em. sry, i treasure friendships. if relationships dun mean a thing, if all tt memories arent imprinted, den i can say wit certainty, u dun need frenes. jux how much do friends mean 2 u? or shld i ask, jux how much do i mean?
some1 told me 'relationship is self-portraiture' - tt our relationships, n how we handle em, says alot abt hu we actually r. if tis is u, den i can onli say i've made a mistake.
anw, i've realised some stupid things pple haf blogged abt. dey'r all so depressing. it's not personal or anythin. all e crap abt how life sux n how much dey wanna die. nobody ever said life was gonna b easy. so y cant y'all jux stop e self-pity n face up 2 reality? u're makin ur readers sick. me, especially. (i loathe potential suicidal pple) besides, dun blame anyone, includin urself if u had a bad day or things dun go ur way. nobody's perfect. take things easy n look on e bright side! (if u can find it) tml wil oways b a better dy! waha. dun oways complain abt wad u dun haf mah, gif thanks 4 e things tt u haf!
take pride, i've bcum optimistic! teehee.
i'm stil learnin. livin in denial serves no purpose but 4 self-deception. n seriously, when u haf 2 live wit urself, n c ur own face all the time (damn all e shiny surfaces in sg), u reallie haf 2 come 2 terms wit urself. so live life! u dun live e same as any other! n smile! =D
if u cry bcos e sun has gone outta ur life,
ur tears will prevent u frm seein e stars.
